I am a wife, mother, and friend. I enjoy spending time out in nature with my kids, reading Chinese historical fiction books with strong female characters, and sitting with God realizing how much He loves me. I try to define myself by the above instead of what I am about to tell you. But that is a real struggle most days, but a goal none the less. I try not to label myself as a victim of childhood sexual abuse , a recovering alcoholic, abused by a therapist, one who broke away from a religious cult that was under the guise of a support group (run by the abusive therapist), and one with DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder). I am healing from each of these and this blog is about the journey to that healing and trying to stay focused on God focusing on me.